I just realised – nothing excites me.
I don’t know why. I can’t get excited about things.
Is it because of my depression? Or is because of my medication that I’m taking for my depression?
Or is it because I’m just in a funk right now that doesn’t seem to want to go away?
Technically I’m supposed to be on “happy pills”, but I don’t find they make me ‘happy’, so to speak. They more-or-less just even out my moods/emotions. I have less ups and downs.
I have less ‘waves’ and more ‘straight lines’.
Straight lines probably at a level which aren’t quite set at ‘happy’?
Meh. I don’t know.
The point of this post? I don’t know that either.
But, I guess I can mention several things that have happened today.
My Ezibuy clothes turned up today. I can has new clothes.
I’ve decided to take a break from Twitter. In my less than joyous mood I am in currently, I thought it might be best. Plus every time I tend to go on there at the moment I want to delete it. I don’t really want to. It’s the first place I go now for my news and interesting articles. I also have heaps of friends on there and it would be sad to not talk to them anymore. I like them all very much. Maybe I need to change how I use it? Cut down on the number of people I follow. I don’t know.
So a break is required. Till I can get the bad thoughts out of my head and I’m less ‘dark and twisty’ and more ‘happy and shiny’ again.
Even though I am taking a break from twitter, I am not taking a break from blogging. Hopefully everyday I will still have a post for you all to read.