Today, I was an emo-dick. Not ashamed either.

I really don’t know what’s going on with me lately, I’ve just not had a good week at all. It kind of all culminated in me having a spontaneous cry in the shower. In which I actually felt better, sort of.

I can theorise as to why I’ve been feeling in a funk and most likely I would be 100 per cent correct on those theories.

The first would be looking for a job. It’s really starting to take it’s toll on me and with that I start thinking why does the world hate me so!? Seriously, I had a job and then I got “let go”.

RAW DEAL OR WHAT.

I’ve talked about this a lot and at the time I was fine, but it has now been two months of joblessness again. It probably wouldn’t be so bad if I had actually worked all of last year, but I didn’t. By the time I started to look for work, I’d already had six months off and then it took me about that again to find one. So sure, partly my fault, but I was not in the right frame of mind when I finished uni to work and I wouldn’t have done anyone any favours.

I gained a lot of ground while working and when I finished work I jumped straight into looking for one so that I could find one as soon as possible and not lose the momentum I had gained.

Alas, I feel I’m starting to lose that momentum. Which ultimately results in me feeling like an emo-dick.

HUZZAH!

Yeah, not really.

So all I can do is just ignore the bad thoughts running through my head and continue applying for jobs. Surely one will come along eventually. It has to. I’m awesome (I’m not being biased here, people actually tell me so. Totes legit).

ANYWAY…

So yeah, I spent the day lying on my bed doing nothing and kind of sleeping.

Although, I did manage to get Father addicted to pop-tarts. Yeah…

TOTAL WIN.

Other big event of the day was @jethrocarr and I made our relationship twitter official.

IT’S NOT OFFICIAL TILL IT’S TWITTER OFFICIAL.

We even went all vomit worthy cutesy and changed our profiles.

You can proceed to vomit now.

He will henceforth be known as either Boyfriend or Man Bitch. I am yet to decided.

ACTUALLY! VOTE NOW!

Seriously, tweet me or comment below. From now on, what will Jethro be called on here?